I Wish

I wish my mom had a Facebook, at least, and found what she's feeling lately. I want to know, but I don't want to ask..or I'm not ready to know, actually.

Lucid Dream

Trying to live in lucid dream because real life is really tiring..

The Winner and the Loser

In one day, I got myself became a winner for what I deserve to get. At the end of the day, I just realized that I've just become a loser as well.

I won because I got Sly was sad because of me. I knew it from Agy. On the other hand, I lose my pride after spending my day with Jean only for became a friend.

August 30, 2014... Locked!

Let me totally change myself to:
1. be a sweet lovable girl with attitude
2. speak nicely, especially in social media
3. be resistance in saving money
4. be healthy
5. give my best for my job as a teacher
6. be trustworthy for myself

I Got That Light

I used to have stormy weeks lately thinkin bout whether I should leave or stay. Then God showed me that light I need. Those sparky creatures who give colors to my life make me realize that I just need to stay by loving every single moment I spend with them, my students...

Let Me...

So tiring..
My heart bursts..
Tears drop..
This loneliness is killing me.
I just want to take some times to break.

Indecisive

Do I like this place? Do I like this place not? Sometimes it makes me wanna disappear from the earth, sometimes it instead becomes the reason for me to feel blessed and forget that I had bad day before.

I love you all, guys. Eventhough you are sometimes annoying, I have no way to hate you at all.

Make me stay.